Sepulchral Silence

The pain is relentless;
Why did it all happen
and
when would it all end
or
for that matter
begin?
No answers.

So how shall I interpret this?

Through this chaos,
right infront of silence,
I find myself;
with the twins apart !
As I close them
I yearn
to be on the other side.
agony subsides, joy ensues,
it goads me to cross over, forever. Forever,
in desperation
I open up; and
all is lost in Silence!!!